I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and stop pining over someone who obviously doesnt want me.
I need to stop falling in love with the wrong guys and start falling in love with myself. If I dont love myself how can i expect anyone to love me?
I dont know how im gonna do this other than treating my body as a temple, im going to start weeding out the bad food and start eating the good foods in life.
Im also going to start with my real photography again. I miss that so much and i need to take some "me" time.
For now i am swearing off of anyone who isnt me. Atleast til may 17th. then i shall reevaluate.
I dont know what im expecting from this but its change, and i might start doing something right.